#my life.

life as of lately:

  • I am beginning week 2 of tonsillectomy/adenoidectomy recovery. It is brutal in ways that I didn’t think it would be, but I’m so glad I don’t have to worry about this anymore.
  • I got so stressed out about my school bill that I almost caused problems with the scabs in my throat. I fucking hate the US school system, and I hate that I know for a fact that the education is not worth the money I’m being forced to pay.
  • Tom is officially moving in with me due to his parents being ridiculous. I’m glad that my parents are understanding and nice enough to let this happen. I can’t wait to wake up to him each morning.
  • I am craving so much food that I cannot eat.
  • I haven’t smoked weed since Tuesday and I cannot wait to get ridiculously high once my recovery is over.

Tom left for tour so I’m gonna bespending my hard earned paycheck on The Sims 3, a big bag of pot, a box of wine, and some new dresses….fuck.

Life as of lately:

  • it was so nice out today that I went swimming
  • I got an awesome new job that I like and that keeps me very productive
  • I got all A’s last semester
  • I still have a crush on Tom, even after two years
  • I lost 12 pounds

College should make me feel proud and excited for the future, when in reality it makes me worry that my degree will mean nothing and I will never be able to pay back my mountain of debt with my dead end job.