I have been working non stop this week because I’m getting my wisdom teeth out on Friday. I am so scared to go to this that I can’t stop thinking about it. On top of this, my car (that I just paid $3000 to fix) has been continuously breaking, which is making my everyday trips to work difficult. Underneath this, my brother is getting a lung biopsy today, and the nervousness has been driving my family crazy.
I want this week to be over so desperately. I want to finally catch a break.
This weekend, I drove through the backroads of New Hampshire in towns I have never heard of with Tom while we drove to a Pre-Thanksgiving dinner at our friend Sabra’s family house that has been in their family since the 1700’s. I drank wine in a romantic little house and ate a home cooked turkey dinner. I fell in love with Tom all over again while we were driving home in the dark, because we talked for three hours, got lost, smoked, listened to music, and held hands. I am thankful for you. I am thankful for honesty. I am thankful for friends and family. I am so thankful even though I don’t see it sometimes.